I believe that everyone needs something to get their teeth into. I think there is more to our being alive than just the normal everyday stuff we go through. I think we all need something that inspires us to get up and help others. Something that we are specifically meant to be working at.
For me there have been several over the years. Ministries that I have been involved with, supported, been excited by. One of those is xxxchurch. This is the type of thing I want to be involved in. This is what I want to do. I want to help people by sharing my story and encouraging and not being afraid to go where others are. I want to go first.
I was talking to my Principal at Bible College last week about this ministry and about myself, about what I see my picture in the world looking like and I was really encouraged by his words. I am passionate about porn and I want the church in Ireland to start talking about it. He told me that I should pursue this. That he would encourage me with this. And coming from a guy who I look up to I can’t tell you how much it meant to me to hear that.
I have struggled with it pretty badly in the past. I struggle with it still daily. But sometimes I feel I am the only one that struggles with these types of things.
One. That is true.
Two. I am not the only one, it’s just we don’t want to talk about it. And who could blame us. It took me a long time to tell someone.
I think the second option is true.
I have been encouraged by others I have spoken to who also see porn as a problem in the Church and want to help.
I wrote in a post previously about how sometimes we struggle with the very things that we are called to. So for me I see my struggle with porn as a sure fire sign that I am called to help people who struggle with porn.
So this is where I am right now. This is what I am thinking.
I think we all have heard stories or met people and something in us just can’t accept what is going on and wants to start moving. For me that is helping people who struggle with porn. For you it might be something else.
Check out Jordy’s story. The video was shot 4 years ago when he struggled with porn daily and now he is working for xxxchurch.
Simply he heard about a cause, was excited, was convicted and changed his life. Now the effect is clear to see.