In a few hours time I will be doing something I haven’t done since I was probably about 14. No I won’t be listening to my Disturb CD (wow what was I thinking? What a terrible band)
No I will be going without the internet for a week. If the truth be told I have never gone without the internet before. I mean when I was 14 I didn’t really know much about it and certainly didn’t have access to it anytime I wanted.
But now I am going to say goodbye to it.
For a week at least.
Yesterday I wrote about why I am doing this but today I want to talk about how I am feeling about it before. Consider it the hypothesis of my little experiment.
When I decided to do this I was a bit unsure if I could. There were so many things that I would miss. Things that have become so essential to me everyday. So I want to talk about 3 things I think I will miss the most.
1/ Facebook. I mean when I wake up everyday my first port of call is facebook. It has become the best way to porcrastinate for probably most of the country. It’s like our whole world, our lives, our favourite things, our friends and it’s all on one site. It’s like we don’t want to miss out on anything. If I don’t go on facebook I will miss out on something huge.
Where did that idea come from? Why do I think like that? What will happen if I can’t communicate with my friends through facebook? Maybe I am scared of actually having to communicate directly with people. What if I can’t ‘like’ what you are doing right now.
It’s not like I will be cut off from everyone I know, but maybe it will force me to engage with people properly. I see not being on facebook as taking my life out of facebook and bringing it back into reality.
2/ Spotify. Spotify has only come into my life recently but I think I could miss this the most. Free music on my computer. New albums by my favourite bands right there for me to listen to without having to pay a penny. It’s awesome.
I use it when I am on the internet for background music. How will I cope? I haven’t played a CD except in my care in donkeys.
I think this will force me to start playing music more. I have started playing the piano the last couple weeks again. And I love it. I have rediscovered my love for making music. If this is one possible plus of not having music to listen to, then I am excited.
3/ My favourite blogs. Lastly the thing I think I will miss the most are the blogs I read. Sites like xxxchurch.com, stuffchristianslike and invisiblechildren are included in my daily ‘internet check up’. I visit these sites everyday and they are important for me because they help me think about things. They challenge me, they inspire me. They get me excited and believe in the impossible.
Where am I going to look for those things now? As a Christian we are supposed to have ‘quiet times’.
For me these sites have kind of become mine. Not that that is bad. They help me think about my relationship with Jesus. I like them because they are never the same. Thinking about God doesn’t get so boring.
Maybe it will force me to read the Bible more. Maybe I will read books in general more. Will this be a good thing? I think so. Right now I think I will come out of this experience deciding that I need to pray more and read the Bible more. Those sites I visit should encourage me to get into the Bible more. But they haven’t. So far. And I think after this week they will.
So those are three of the things I will miss out on. Of course there lots more. I am genuinely excited to see how this week goes. Maybe that’s sad. But I think it will be good for me.
Throughout the week I will keep a diary of sorts. Somewhere to record my thoughts and experiences and then next week I will share how it went.
Only a few hours to go.
But for now this will be my last blog post for a while.
Over and out…